Believing in myself

 

At first I was not so confident with my work, I put my problem if it works or not for me, but the minute I came up to writing I knew what I wanted to do from the first minute of that thought, I knew I wanted to build a website, and I knew it has to be a blog, from that moment in time until now I wrote so many articles that I can't remember all of them, I started quite small being so young and not knowing a lot of stuff, I was not even able to make money out of it, it was just like volunteering for a cause only I believed in, I know many people tried it and failed but I never thought I could fail, because that was what I wanted to do and the only one who could stop me was me, so I started small day by day routine just like writing a journal each day and each page is an article, if you want advice on how to start , start by being real to yourself and write only things you know are true in your vision, I could write about anything because I know how to put the words together to make a good story, having a blog is not that hard ,it can be done even by somebody's grandfather or grandmother, I was pretty excited at the beginning of my journey quite new to the things, and as time went by I started focusing on something that I could live off " i mean making money" I never thought in my mind I could fail with writing I was so confident I put all my will power into it, I was reading some articles on how people made it by writing and I thought if the words I'm saying made a good combination and could keep readers enthusiastic about it then I'm making progress, of course there might be some mistakes but everybody makes mistakes and that's how we learn from them, I would say making mistakes is the best way to learn because you know what not to do rather than what to do. I was a pretty good story teller as a boy when I was growing up and in school, but time went by and the years came on after another, it feels kind of lonely sometimes living without a partner and stuff like that, I don't really like girls who want to have an adventure and then go on to the next guy so I say " no" to most girls who just want to have a great time then leave, in my opinion trust is the biggest issue in relationships because it's hard to gain and easy to break. I got a lot of stories to tell and a lot of time left to tell them, since I'm single I could write about many things but we will see that in the future, overthinking is the biggest problem for most writers because they try to always remember what they wrote, I don't agree with that idea, because you don't have to remember anything, writing articles is like writing history, it always changes to the next, like in that moment in time I was like that but in the next I'm different so I say making changes in your life is a good thing because they show how much progress you have made in the time being.

I'm not really a girl chaser anymore, I used to think all girls would like me if I were cool enough and charm them with my smile, but most of them don't even know what they truly want in a man, today's like this and tomorrow it's the other guy.

A lot of things are left unsaid because some are personal and really don't matter in the long run. I just want my readers to know that I'm trying my best to better myself and my writing and each and every story I tell I want to inspire them to believe in their dreams and know that every each step in the right direction matters, the heart knows the truth but the mind has issues accepting it.

Heart,body,mind and soul we develop as we age, when I was young I used to live so fast thinking I might never reach this age I am right now, I was about to get a big surprise , I never thought I would live this long, I had momentum indeed as a teenager, I wish to write these things on the internet because I believe they may help somebody one day, even if I'm gone from this world, I'm still young now but time never stops or goes backwards, so I'll die one day.

To believe in your dreams and not run from fear but face the fear that you're not living the life of your dreams, meaning embrace dreaming about your future and never be afraid of them, sometimes dreaming big can be scary, but it's the only way to be part of something bigger than yourself, you just have to motivate yourself to get out there and do it anyway even if you look like a fool.

To me that's reputation and reputation means how people view you and how much honor or respect you show. On the long run I say do not be afraid of anything because we'll be gone anyway, nobody leaves this place alive, dreaming about outter space and things like that is just a fantasy.

Don't be afraid to believe in your dreams because that's where your power is, trust yourself that you can do it, don't think to much about it, and just make it then it is.

Thank you all!!