Protect Yourself

 

We see a lot on the internet, we kind of see junk posts or trashy subjects or even adult content but sometimes you just have to deal with it and move on, these times are hard, people going back and forth on what they want to do in life, sometimes they fail and sometimes they succeed , we don't know shit what's going on with us but damn we try to make it better each and every day, we see content on the internet that we like and others that we don't like, my career as a writer on the internet in my blog posts I have said about money, traveling and spirituality I can write almost anything from my mind even if it is related to this day or not, in the past I did many mistakes with my life I failed more times than I can count but these times are rough they are hard as f*ck because people don't care anymore they just want to have fun and that's it, that's all they can do, they can't do anything else with their lives than just act fake and follow the crowd, we need more people like me and my dad because family comes first and pleasure comes second, of course we feel good every time I do something that I like but the frustration is strong in us because we can't win every time, I wish to play video games until I die because I found in video games something that no one can tell me, and that is freedom of choice and a battleground I can fight my demons in, we all have a bad side and a good side you must just get these two get along with each other and it will be fine with it, sometimes I fall on the ground thinking man I could've done better this time but no, I'm just crap, I play video games until my arms and legs can't feel no pain anymore and by playing these games I found myself and my inner rage demon, I saw people play and lose, and I saw people play and win, so you just have to cope with some losses in life to actually win something, we can't win if you don't lose, and it's tricky because your mind plays tricks on you it says you're not good enough you must be better than this and so on and so on, we can f*ck it all up one time and then just give up.

People like me who play video games just go nerd raging because they lose, I've played video games all my life and still not quit them, of course we had some setbacks but these times are so heavy on ourselves that we cannot come with the loss of someone dear to us or a loved one that passed away and we did not have the chance to tell them goodbye.