Wake Up

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Every morning I wake up and thank God for a new day, it's wired sometimes I have these realistic dreams almost can't make the difference between them and reality when I sleep, I don't know why they seem so real, and suddenly I wake up in the middle of the night thinking it was just a dream, I can't see the difference in the dream but when I wake up I'm like, what was that? Suddenly I feel at peace just knowing it was a dream because it was not nice, not all my dreams are nice, some of them I don't even understand them, it's just images, when I wake up i realize it's just a dream but sometimes when I was younger I also had these kind of dreams that I did not want to end, so I woke up and go to sleep again just for the dream to continue, I can't explain too much about dreams because I also don't know what they mean, sometimes it gets wild and I can't even control them. If they do have a meaning I don't think it's a good one, sometimes I would not go to sleep just because I might be afraid of a nightmare or something, dreams are pretty tricky to me, because we don't know what they mean or why we dream them at all.
Maybe it's something you crave for or something I don't know, I'm just glad that I woke up and start my day like nothing happened because some of the dreams are not nice, or something that I want, they just are like a movie sometimes, anyway with the medicine and treatment that I take I guess it's normal to dream even at 33 years old, I think it's better to dream something rather than nothing.
So I prefer dreaming instead of just being dark in my head all the time I go to sleep, it just feels wired that I can still dream even at this age, I thought people would stop dreaming if they just grow up.

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