Eyes Of The Books

  Each day is a gift, take each day as it is, sometimes you feel doing much and forget to rest, we all have good days and bad days, we just have to know how to take each and every day at a time, I am still reading books until this day but not that much because my brain is overloaded with information, I believe that training your mind with reading and working out at the gym is crucial for one man's happiness, if you don't read you're stupid, and if you don't work hard you're fat, to me this experience of working out and reading is one of my best therapies I can find, sometimes it's hard to do both, but we can do it if we start small and build something bigger, reading books really made me know a lot of things and I believe in the magic of reading anything, some people told me in books I should watch out what I read because not all is good information or healthy information, but I believe that God will not let me fall in the hands of Satan so I am not afraid of ma...

  At first I was not so confident with my work, I put my problem if it works or not for me, but the minute I came up to writing I knew what I wanted to do from the first minute of that thought, I knew I wanted to build a website, and I knew it has to be a blog, from that moment in time until now I wrote so many articles that I can't remember all of them, I started quite small being so young and not knowing a lot of stuff, I was not even able to make money out of it, it was just like volunteering for a cause only I believed in, I know many people tried it and failed but I never thought I could fail, because that was what I wanted to do and the only one who could stop me was me, so I started small day by day routine just like writing a journal each day and each page is an article, if you want advice on how to start , start by being real to yourself and write only things you know are true in your vision, I could write about anything because I know how to put the words together to make...

  I think I believe in Bruce Lee's story that you have to train your mind and your body, so reading books all the time won't make you fulfilled in life, that's why I chose to talk about different subjects on my blog, because there are many things to talk about, Bruce Lee said you have to train every part of your body so that means your body your mind and your spirit, we may fail sometimes or just people laughing at us for no reason, if you can't contain what you have, you will never get more of it, so keeping it is the first step to evolution. My opinion on working out and reading is almost the same, you do what you can with what you have just like that saying "make heaven with what you have" so use the tools you have at home and if more comes embrace it respectfully , you also need character and discipline to get what you want, I think the first step for me asking for more was when I noticed that something was wrong with the world we live in. I feel like you ...

  Starting is always the hardest part, decide, start, reset, refocus, do anything to make you better, a better human being each and every day, go to the gym, start working out, just do it, don't wait, don't procrastinate, procrastination is an issue many humans face but not me, I do things around myself, everything that I have is because I do things my way, I do what I want , eat what I want and say what I want, I am free, I do not conform with standards of society, I am a lone wolf, and if doing what needs to be done in my life is an issue with you then you mess with the wrong dude, if I want to go to the gym and work out I am going to do it, I am going to achieve anything I put my mind to, I do because I start, and the beginning is always the hardest moment of them all, if you can begin, then you can end, by doing so you unlock hidden potential in you that nobody else has upon you, you just get better each and every day because you started somewhere and you are not just a man...

  I have to thank God for everything that I have, I see people are worse than me but I should not judge them, God gave me a chance so I have to thank him, of course it hurts when you're in pain, I can do a lot of things, I can read and write I can play video games I can work out in the gym, I'm healthy I don't live in poverty, we have many reasons to thank God, I personally thank him with all my heart, of course we cannot think of him all the time, but when you're in trouble you should ask for his help, this I thought, maybe I cannot think of him all the time but when it feels heavy and I feel like going down or feel shame I tell myself in my mind " God help us" and he does, if you ask with all your heart he will help you. Maybe I can't pray every night, maybe I can't think of him every second of my life, but I will always thank him for what he did for me and my family, we all are God's children we just don't know it yet.

  As much as I know as a Christian is that God is a Holy Trinity I believe in the father the son and the holy spirit, so it's a trinity, we maybe not be able too see it because it comes from another world, I can't say I've been to heaven if I don't remember but I had my proof of it's existence, sometimes I have doubts of course ad every human does, but I believe in him and that's all that matters, we can only understand what we see, some of you don't belong to know the truth but I am not God to decide that, I'm not the one who judges mankind I just had proof of it's existence that we all may see and recognize the truth that is God, while I had the proof I was thinking that it has to be something outside this world that made so many miracles we don't understand, we just had hope, I had hope that maybe there is a protector or somebody who judges us somewhere, we know the rights from wrongs and there is something evil in this world, but he died for ...

  I know only one God, and that is Jesus Christ, my relationship with God is very good, I think of him almost all the time, and I pray when I am feeling low and scared about something, God is real and he answers us, you just have to pay attention to him, I know he's up there in the sky watching us and we pray to him, he is my only God, the only God I know and I respect him very much, my relationship with God is very good, he always seems to know what I want in life and gives me what I need, I trust him and I love him, he's my best friend, when I'm feeling troubled God always sits next to me and says "Hey, I've been there, I've done that" if you have a relationship with God he always seems to give back to the people who love him, he's my best friend, my holy father my everything and I love him very much, I just know that without God I may never reach this level of happiness in my life, I trusted him when I was at the bottom and he lifted me up with his ...

  Motivation is for me the power to wake up in the morning, if I'm not motivated enough to do something I might never do it, some things I like to do while others I don't for example I love going to the gym but I hate driving a car or something else. I love working out, I love gaming, I love writing, I hate doing risky things like things that can put my life in danger. Motivation is for me the power , the gut feeling, that I should do something if I want to, it's the power withing each and every human being, motivation drives us forward and keeps us running to strive to get better every day, motivation is no joke, if you say it this could mean it might happen, motivating yourself is the best way to do things and to get things done, get motivated, get hyped up and get excited to do something that you would like to do. I think of motivation for me is like I want to do these things before I die, I think my biggest fear is not doing what I wanted to do while I was alive, If I w...

  Sometimes it literally feels like falling, like my life is falling apart, I cannot do anything to stop it, you cannot stop life itself from being, you can only stop some of the things you don't want to do, but life itself cannot be stopped, I don't know if life is a curse or a blessing it just feels like I'm falling all the time, from this to that, from being to not being I just feel like God forgot about us in hell, yeah like feels like hell sometimes and it's heavy, the cross is heavy, but in my mind I think we cannot reach heaven if we do not go through hell first. So start in hell and go to heaven if you want to be like God. I think this cross I wear always remind me of my mortality and the fact that I'm human , because Jesus was human too, in the human form he was born just like all of us. I think he came to leave us a message, to leave us a cross that we have to wear in life so we can conquer the afterlife in this form. Taking life as a whole and summary of ...

Today I just started going to the gym and it's exhaustive, I feel so drained of power that sometimes my mind is yelling me to stop doing it, in my head my thoughts may scatter all the time and I think pretty clear, I know what I want to do and how I want to do it, I just got to do them, I am in control of my mind and my body, even in a spiritual state I feel pretty cool and damn awesome, I want to help other people too who struggle from this kind of pain, maybe you're not thinking clear, maybe you're abusing alcohol or have a drug problem, I told you today that everything can change, humans can change and we can be better , I see this in my life every single day, we can be better and help each other be better, maybe you think there is no way out of this world, I am telling you that it is, don't wait before it's too late to start grinding, start today and make yourself proud one day, keep it real!!!

  When I write I try to say all the things I want to say before it's over. Life ain't going to last forever so as long as I live I want to say these things before it's too late, this world that I'm in like World of Warcraft has taken a lot of my time to play, so I decided to change the game, I went from World of Warcraft to Dota 2 , while I'm playing video games, and I had to start new and start fresh, these conditions met I could really makes some progress in my life like I was not the cause for all of this, people think of me and imagine I'm this big fat guy who bullies everybody but that's not true, I'm a real softie , and if you want to come at me bruh you can come but suffer the consequences of your actions, to make progress while writing you have to attain this state of being something greater than yourself and you have to get bigger and get deeper with your messages , all the time I look and I wonder how can I do more, and go deeper and deeper eve...

  Time spent with my family is priceless, I love going out with them, traveling and working together as a team, I think the family is the most important thing in a man's life, and if you have a good family that's united and respected by others you will prosper in life and get better, because it all starts in the family, some get better and some worse but I'm trying to be optimistic here and say that my family is my all. Without them I would be nothing and I respect and honor my family as much as I can even though we have problems some times , but we try to repair them and not run away from them, a united family I think it's the most powerful thing in the world, we have to try many times to get better because sometimes we may fall, but we have to get up and get better again, after each fall there is a rise so falling helps you to get up. Being a family man is great and I love and respect anyone who thinks family is important in life. I found love in my family and found a...

Having a purpose is like having a meaning in life, it is that you know what and why you are living for, we find our purposes and meanings into different things, some are small and some are big, some are closer to the truth while some are further away from the truth, waking up in the real life means knowing the truth and not beeing scared about it, if you know , you know. Using the truth in your favour is another thing, having something to live for makes life so much easy, if things go wrong and it gets real hard then you might want to step back and think before doing it. Life should be easy and fun, but also hard and tough, I just want to say that life is never how we want it to be but how it actually is. Some of us go crazy, some of us go rich, some are married with children, while some of us wait for the perfect match, we don't actually know what's about to happen, if we are not ready for it then who is? We all have a meaning in life, just that finding inspiration...

My life is a summary of choices I made and things I did and thoughts I said, we all live in this world to be free and not be controlled by anything, we all believe in something and we all take chances , we all have shots at life and we all do mistakes, some of us realize that early while some of us are late in life, the sooner you get it the better it is, I am not a guy trying to be macho or whatever, I a just a dude doing what he loves to do and just explaining life in general, we all have our goals and aspirations and we all desire validation from a person, it's just different perspectives that occur, my problem and my personal life has nothing to do with my work, I don't motivate people, I'm not trying to prove anything, things just are and the truth just is, we all around the globe how things work, we are all around the world and people from all over the world can reach and read this, it's easy, it's not too hard and not too sophisticated to understa...

When I started writing I thought I would never make it through but not knowing my life purpose I can thrive in anything, writing is my passion and the way I do it no one can, I realized that many people may not get me or how I am, this meaning I cannot make something from myself and by myself, I can only win if I defeat somebody, and that somebody may be me, I can only defeat myself because if I can defeat somebody else that means I am not good enough for myself, this means the only one you can truly defeat is oneself, my meaning and my purpose on this earth may not satisfy you as a human being but I can only satisfy myself if I truly want it, we all have passions and desires but if we can control them as we should have, we can achieve more than just satisfing the body, we can satisfy the mind as well. My purpose in life may not be your purpose also but that's ok, I do not live to please everybody so me being myself means I can express myself honestly and not lying to m...

  I believe blogging is like a journal where you write what you do everyday, of course you need a laptop to write faster than mobile, you can also do it with a mobile phone, I found Blogger after I spent a few years writing on Wordpress. After a while I realized I could monetize my blog on Blogger with google ads, and it works, now that I found my purpose I just got to make things happen on this one, I spent so many years writing stuff that I am experienced now and can say it's not been easy on us to do these things, being honest and having an open heart to this kind of work needs courage, you can't do it if you're afraid what people might think of you. You must have no fear of failure because when you fail you grow and that's just another step to bringing your dreams to life, OF course that I have a dream life, I want to have many things, but I must put in the work where I do work and what I do write to have meaning and passion, I also am a gaming streamer on Youtube, ...

When I remember all the books I read I make myself happy, being able to read and write makes me happy, sometimes I fail but that is only temporary , being able to read and write my thoughts is something I was waiting for a long time, it's scary what imagination can do to someone, being different and stuff like not understanding the concept of blogging is. It is like writing a journal, every day of your life you start to write how was your day , did you have fun, and stuff like that, life is worth living if you know how to live it, sometimes is hard and sometimes is easy, we ourselves make the choice of being hard or easy. We did not chose to be born into this world, we do not chose when to get out of this world, that is why a presence of God is needed in our lives, something bigger than us humans to guide us to our purpose in life. I believe in God, there must be a God and there sure is a God, I have no doubt in my mind that God is real. It could be anyone, even your friend. Trusti...

  Real people like my mom and my dad are the most closest to me, they always helped me to be the best version of myself, me and my tribe are always there when we need each other, we realize that strength comes from unity and not in being separated from each other , we realized that together we are stronger and not weaker , we realized that today is the first day of our lives and our days are numbered, me, my mom, and my dad always have a thing in common and that is our will to do things how we want them to be done, my mom always cooks delicious food for us and dad always helps around the house, we realize that nothing is granted and everything is earned day by day hour by hour and minute by minute to work and to grow old with each other, I have never know people that want the best for me except mom and dad. These people mean the most to me in this hard brutal and real world we live in. We are not rich, we are not famous we are not public people, we are just are, we just exist, we j...

  If something hurts you, you don't have to quit, you just have to keep going and the pain will eventually end, the end of fear is the beginning of pain, these things keep me up at night wondering and thinking about scenarios in my head that will never happen, I think in my mind that we all can benefit from pain, it could be uncommon to suffer this long or something could be wrong with you guys. Pain and guilt and defeat all of these things can fuck you up inside and make you an insomniac , you couldn't sleep for long, I face my fears every single fucking night, all of these demons that haunt me I do not fear them because God is with me at all times, all this earthly material shit don't mean nothing to me, like all the people in the world would be rich it would be like a bunch of people doing whatever they want in life, these lyrics or words that I write don't mean nothing, they just are, it just is, they just exist, not to harm but to tell a story that has not been tol...

  As work I do writing and blogging + YouTube Gaming stuff, I'm a streamer and a writers and I try to combine these two in harmony, as long as I live I will give it my all : here take it. I work for this and game for this, and I try to become better each day as I can, things get really hard when you focus on them so we have to be razor - sharp each day and be ready for whatever may come our way, these things are not some jokes, these lines are refined and real. We go through our minds each day trying to make a living out of blogging and YouTube, these are my passions and I hope one day they will make me rich and famous. Things that I hope to happen are not things that will actually happen in my life, sometimes I talk as we because I have a family. Me and my family hope we can get a better future for ourselves, it is hard each day and painful, we go through this every single day, we going to make it work every single day, if I have some ideas I put them here, sometimes I have more i...

  Some people just work too much man, I see them everyday posting motivational shit just to get them out of bed and get to work. I don't agree with that, the more shit you make the harder is going to be to carry all of that shit. The more quality your work has the easier is for you to deal with it, we all go through shit in life, but the heavier it gets it depends on you, some guys work and do their job like it's easy peasy lemon squeezy , like easy stuff, not forcing anything or anyone just loose shit that gets away real fast you know? The more quality you have in your work the more shit you can deal with in the first place, why you think I did that much and couldn't cope with it? Because too much drives you mad, if you don't know how to step the fuck back when you need to then you are going down my friend and not up. This motivational shit crap I deal with is seeing people force themselves to work even if they don't feel like it or they don't need it. They jus...

  Either you man up or become weaker , the only thing stopping you from living your life of dreams is poverty, guilt , misery, and food. If you can't control yourself you will become a slave of other people, I say things that man - up and I say things that bring you down, I can grow or I can fall, either way I'm getting it, if I write like 10.000 articles a day it's because I have inspiration, and if you cannot keep up the pace with me, I'm going to drive you nuts. The mind is a tricky place to be in, it can destroy you or it can build you up, you are the only one responsible for your life, this life has no guarantee of success just because you were born in it. These steps are a way to build up your confidence and not to destroy you, but dealing with shit may be overwhelming, you must be the boss, you must be the leader, you must rise or you will fall, there are no shortcuts in life, the only man or woman stopping you from being yourself is only you. This shit can drain...

  Thinking of doing some sports before I go out of this world, I am trying to make myself happy again, with all the depression and mental illness , I think sport will save my life, I feel happy when I practice some sports, I cannot say all I do is read and write, I also try to stay in shape, my body needs this thing, to be healthy, I am not the perfect person , I know that, but practice makes perfect, so if you do not give up then you will become better at this, sport,write,books,games, all of these things will become better with you, I feel like my body is crushing in but I cannot do anything to stop it, more of it I enjoy it, as it crushes me in my own muscles and shapes of my body, I'm a builder, a body builder, and I won't stop until I am successful with it

I promise today is going to be the first day of the rest of my life when I challenge life to be as I want it to be, I am going to adapt I am going to suffer, I am going to struggle and I am going to face anything that comes my way. No more running from my problems I am going to face them as they come, no more outgrowing anybody, today is the first day of the rest of my life and I am going to become the teacher I always wanted to be, I am going to teach anyone who wants to learn about my skills and is fit enough to do so, I am going to win this battle and come back stronger, I am going to face any challenges that come my way and not run away from them, I am going to face my demons and my angels and face the good with the bad in my personality, I am going to read and write anything I want and I'm going to do it as I want to say it. Nothing in this world is free to use, not even money not even time, everything cots something and you must pay the price if you want to become who you say...

  I got a feeling that does not let me sleep at night, it always just keeps asking me if I want to continue with what I do or not, I feel drained and exhausted, I'm thinking I'm never going to make it, I can't hold it no more, so I decided to start a new life today right here and right now. To start fresh and to start new you need guts of steel and all the problems seem to vanish for one second, I think if I did not have this writing thing I would do nothing in my life, this was the first thing that helped me cope with depression and mental health and the next was sports, I will go to the gym and I will work out, and when I'm going to come home I'm going to play video games all day. This blog was meant for more so I just decided to put my heart and soul into my work and don't give in to the temptations because they suck. I like being myself always because I'm in a good position to shoot some shots not many people can do, so I take my shot and leave it behind...

  The night is scary but sometimes you have to push a little harder and be a little better, as I sit in bed and think man I'm going to fail again and again and again I just get sick of it, my stomach aches , I feel cramps in my body my whole entire system is going insane, I feel like I want to stop this, every night my demons wake up and say you're not good enough for this and that and whatever, I don't wanna talk about it, it's just so frustrating to sit at night thinking about someone or something and just can't get it done, I just feel all the time that I want to get this thing out of my system , instead of absorbing it I just have to say the way to get this out of me, not just explaining myself to people why do I do this but to get this out of my system and my stomach, yeah I take medicine for mental health but who cares about this crap? Medicine is good it relaxes you it makes you feel well and happy and healthy but it's not enough, we don't have enough...

  I have to put myself number one at all times, I think of myself the greatest and the best version of me comes out, I think of myself if I can do something that I like and enjoy , I'm going to do it for the rest of my life, I think that people made these concepts and these ideas to be used by the population to show the real path of life, in my mind we all are already in heaven because if this is not heaven then why did Christ die for us on the cross? It makes sense that we already live and are in heaven so this is our heaven , we do not have an afterlife in heaven or hell, we just all are here and are punished or rewarded for what we do in life. There is no heaven or hell it's just this world, this earth that we live in, all bad people live here and all good people live here, there is no other place we can go, and the proof is that Jesus Christ died for us here so we can stay here and rebirth as a new human being . This all makes sense because if there was a heaven or hell we ...

Sometimes when I think I want to do something it just goes boom in my head and I just explode into nothing, my failure will follow me for the rest of my life, I know that and my future self will be proud, sometimes all it takes is a little push to discover something that was not there before, my work in my past and my videos of the future will see my future self struggling with depression and not being happy about it, I think of myself as a human beeing that we all make mistakes in life , we just have to overcome it and not operate with the inteligent factor of humility , by beeing oneself and beeing proud of oneself is just a moment in time feeling from it will not make it any better than it actually is in reality, so use any opportunity you have to make it better and not fuck it up from the beginning because people will see you and think of me, they don't know what they are thinking so you got to open all the doors for them. People do not do things because they want t...

  We see a lot on the internet, we kind of see junk posts or trashy subjects or even adult content but sometimes you just have to deal with it and move on, these times are hard, people going back and forth on what they want to do in life, sometimes they fail and sometimes they succeed , we don't know shit what's going on with us but damn we try to make it better each and every day, we see content on the internet that we like and others that we don't like, my career as a writer on the internet in my blog posts I have said about money, traveling and spirituality I can write almost anything from my mind even if it is related to this day or not, in the past I did many mistakes with my life I failed more times than I can count but these times are rough they are hard as f*ck because people don't care anymore they just want to have fun and that's it, that's all they can do, they can't do anything else with their lives than just act fake and follow the crowd, we nee...

  I had all of those dreams man, from the past is  behind us, I dream about a lot of things, I am trying my best up here to put up with all those haters man , all of those who want to see you down , you know? I'm telling my own story as my life is I'm making a mark on the world right now. People would see me and tell themselves man this guy was bad, he is heartless he cannot say that, why should I not say what I mean? Why should I just shut the fuck up and listen for your opinion on what I should do? Why shouldn't I just go for what I want right now? Just leave, go , mistake, often. Why should I put up to this guys? Why now? Why me? All these fucking questions just to see the lack of honor you have and the lack of discipline and all those human things that you lack just by being an a*shole and just by telling the truth as it is, not as you want it to be, how real is that or how real can that get? If people judge you by what you should do and you didn't then we got a big...

  You know what? I've been doing this thing since I was 18 years old I started my own blog posts like 15 years ago and forgot them on the web, I know they are still there but I cannot find them anymore because I may have lost them, what I would say about my 18 year old self? I would tell him , man the fuck out boy because it is going to get rough outside. The only thing I did not knew back then was my future, that's the only thing I did not know. I had no idea what I was made for or what my purpose really was because I was forging myself to be someone greater than anybody has ever lived on this earth, I was aiming to get Mike Tyson , I was aiming to get Arnold Schwarzenegger I was aiming for the top back then because these guys were my role models, I've seen them in the field. Arnold was the best Mr Olympia, I wanted that body so bad I was going to the gym and making protein shakes and eating Creatine so I can just make my muscles bigger, I was watching Mike Tyson beat up g...

  I had some relationships in my past that I want to forget, those girls I've been with have nothing on me, it was good, it was going great, they may feel good about it, they may remember me, they may even have liked me for some reason, but we have to be ready for a new start everyday, we have to be ready and willing to start over every single day, because new beginnings are always going to come, of course we have to make sure we don't repeat the past, but you have to be willing to start over , every single time you fail, or quit, you can always start over, and that's the beautiful thing about life, that it starts over and over again, it's like a circle of life, it does not matter how big you fuck it up, you just begin again and that's easy to do, so it is with relationships, when one fails you just find another new beginning, I think this is the way life tells us that we got a new shot at what we want to achieve in life, and the beauty of it is that it's true. ...